Couldn’t come up with a better title for this little piece and really it’s not an article, just me putting down my thoughts before I lose em and that’s the really sad part, not being able to retain, hold a memory for longer. These days I ‘ve been watching a lot of Nashville and these western type cowboys have really taught me to be free and wear my emotions on my sleeves. I know I said this blog would be all about my reading but I feel Its just as good a podium to say stuff that affect me and share a lil piece of what am feeling. Now why am I writing this… I was taking my first daughter back to boarding school this morning after a weekend of family alone time, this was not the norm I had personally requested for her to come home. I will be gone from home for a while so wanted the fam together for the weekend. My little cessa though not so little cos now she wears all her mom’s stuff and she’s just 11yrs! Now back to my story, so I stood still by the car as she walked away into the shadows and dark silhouette of her class room, in my mind I willed her to turn around again but she walked on cos I knew she had tears just like i did. Am leaving my baby girl not even a teenager just doing teenage stuff with teenage friends, at times I want to hold myself back reminding me that she’s just a kid after all and should be allowed to do childish sometimes. As I drove her to school she locked her fingers in mine she didn’t say anything, that was all She did, she wanted contact she wanted to be sure her daddy was there with her. As she walks away that’s all I want to say….. my darling daughter I am with you, I ‘ve no formulae on the making of a dad all I know is for you my daughter I will always be there. Somethings don’t seem to make much sense right now I know but just do them cos I said you should. My daughter walks away and I pray she understands that though she walks away yet she remains in my every waking moment.